hush hush hush

u are my sunshine..the only sunshine..
u makes me happy when sky are blue..
u never know dear how much i love u..
so please dont take my sundhine away..
(hentam je lirik)

pnah dengar x lagu tu?pnah kan..hehe..
actually im so hurt now..huhu..

mood:thinking of you.(katy perry song)
feelings:hurt
action:blur
aim:be happy again.

eMosi time

i miss my bestfriend..she left me out.she had other bestfriend.honestly im sad.
i miss my bestfriend..she didnt talk much now.i wonder what she thinking about me.
i miss my bestfriend..she busy with her boyfriend always.shouldnt mind.
i miss my bestfriend..she far away from me.
i miss my bestfriend..she just having good time with others in uni.
i miss my bestfriends that so funny and always make me smile.


i miss all my friends..

trip to jeram besu

hye.almost two week i havent write..such a long days.

minggu lepas saya pergi ke jeram besu di pahang,rumah tira ngan zaty.hehehe..knape saya pergi ke sana?(silent)

sampai pekan RAUB around 9 p.m then tira n her bf pick us n trus bawak g makan sate woo..kat restoran ROKIAH..or roskiah..something lika that la..then trus balik mah tira.bit tired..(gosip jap before tdo)haha

RABU:next day ktorg plan nak mandi kat ULU DONG,tra drive her car.lameee gler nak sampai,sblum tu ktorg stop jap kat kedai roti beli bekalan untuk santapan selepas mandi.yummy..da sampai,ktorg pun tanpa berlengah terus terjun dalam air..seronoknye..xde org pun kat situ..just 3 of us..air sgt sejuk..ktorg sempat buat kind of 'kerja gler'sebelum 2 couples dtg nak 'join'haha..ktorg pun ngan berbesar atinye naik laa coz 'segan'...ktorg sambung mandi kat bahagian kanak-kanak plak..hahaha..around 3 p.m ktorg bun bertolak pulang..sebelum balik mah tra ktorg singgah jap RAUB kopitiam,makan.
malam duduk rumah je.

KHAMIS:arini plan nak wat cupcakes.zaty lead.macam2 rupe ngan cupcakas zaty ney,hahhah..ape pun still SEDAP..
then,suddenly pakcik tra balik bawak daging 'landak'..itu adalah hidangan tengah ari kami..nyum3..:)
petang ktorg bantai tdo..hahah..plan nak pg tasik pun x jd!but around 6 ktorg sempat merayap area situ,jalan2..(ilham join skali,aniq tra xbg ikut!)hahah
malam ktorg kuar makan ngan bf tra kat stall kat dataran.ktorg pekena char kuew teow,ngah sdap2 makan tbe2 je hujan..omg..habis tempias semua,luck ktorg dok kat tengah2 khemah tuh,so x la basah sgt..macam2 gaya customers kat situ,geli hati pun ade.hehe
then,ngah malam kami bertiga tngok tv cter 'himalaya singh' gler klaka+karut cter tu..haahah..sambil makan daging landak..zaty paling syok makan.lepas hbis cter ktorg pun tdo..

JUMAAT:our last day.ptg t da nak balik dah,ayh tra bwk balik plak ikan patin hari nie..so menu hari ini ialah ikan semuanya..since emak tira berpuasa,ktorg laa bertungkus lumus memasak d dapur..(budget chef)hahahh..ade,sayur,telur,dan bermacam jenis ikan..salah satunye adalah ikan BAUNG(tibe2 teringat kat sakinah)hahahh..sorry sakinah..:)
after lunch,around 3 p.m ktorg pun bersiap nak balik,..tiket pkul 4 but bus sampai 4.3o..lambat tol!sampai pekeliling around 6 p.m cam tuh..since that time pick hour,abg lan x nak amek course dye kate jem..huhhuu..saya pun terpaksalah naik train ke bandar tasik selatan seorang diri..izzati ke PWTC.

sekianlah trip saya ke jeram besu,thanks a lot to nurathirah abd.aziz dan keluarga dan juga bf nya dan pakcik2 nya..
with this trip i thnk ill be better..hope we can make it again!:)

p/s:farah:sorry farah miss ur futsal game.:$

freezing sunday

its a beautiful day.listening to 70's songs.watching 'oprah tv show'.it just a boring morning for me.huhu.
just can get my mind out of him.hoping my plan all works.leaving all shit things here.
start a new life.but..a song by demi lovato' dont forget' reminds me we cant ever forget it.it just like a song of our life.

gotta go,dude..have a nice day.:)

Puncak

1103:finally i could see my bed after a long journey today..hahahahah..
thanks raihan and family.mama was really sporting,baby is busy capturing people,and raihan the friendly girl of the day!haha joking,and my thanks too to kak suhaila,abg aidil,and amir(bobot nak jdkan zac),n aisyah.,thanks for all the food served.kak suhaila punye spagheti paling sdap!!!yummy..

opps,,i felt something not so good,,hurm..
but nvm i dont CAre bout them.
:)

Friendship

hye everyone.this is my secondary blog.i made it special for my friends.since this is my first post so im gonna tell u about good things happen in my life today,friday .10th october 09.:)

friendship is very subjective to explain.theres many kind of friendship ive been through but theres only one that im looking forward.which is TRUE friend.

i got a story of mine that really meaningfull for the entire of my life.its began when i was 7 years old ,in standard 1,i met with a girl,just named her as 'E'.from that day we had been a really..really good friend...we did all fool,cool, stuff together,,we never been apart..all my friends,teachers,and our family knew we are best friend ever.sharing our damn secret,walk together,strive for success all together...in other words,we grew up in Taman sri ahmad perang since we both a child.day after day,year after year,we had grown up happily..untill a girl came across our friendship and broke us apart.it was after 6 years our friendship starts.im so fucking sad to see my dearest friend totally change.i cant do anything.i just let her be..be what she wants.after standard 6 ends i never met her,and i dont want to.i try get far away so that i wont met her again and ever.in my new school i met new friends,i always pray for her goodness.

6 years later.suddenly i met her at a shopping mall.
guess what i felt?huh..
i just can smile,smile and smile at her..
but deep inside my heart i miss her much.
dont think wrongly im a straight girl,haha.'E' tried to have a really good conversation with me,but i just cant.i dont know why..after a long time i was thinking,whats wrong with me?why dont u just forgive her and accept her as what she is?we all do mistakes.and we learn from our mistakes.nobodys perfect.then i slowly forgve her and start back our friendship.today we still keep in touch and keep our memories safely in our heartbeat.

what im trying tell all my beloved friend is, in friendship sometimes we cant make people act or do as what we wish,and we want..we should learn how to accept each other other as what they are.dont let damn people ruin the relationship,because they're not in.they are all strangers.and one more thing,forgiveness.trust.give and take. thats the keyword in true relationship.
i just hope we can make it again.for those my friends stop talking nonsense and start making true friendship,just left the fake one,im sure everyone gonna be happy.